Bimbang...

What happend to me?
What happend to him?
and what happend to us?

mostly nothing happend
justru karena itu , gue bingung apa hanya gue yang merasakan
atau memang ini yang terjadi?
I dont feel anything right now.
and i thinks he is tired to face me also.

1 month more, I dont have any mood to face it.
even for any preparation, i dont care.

Maybe he is not reliaze about it.
Kelakuannya yang membuat semua ini terjadi..
Kecuekannya, kesibukannya, Acuh ga acuh nya, itu membuat setiap kali bertemu gue juga males hadapinnya.

If u ask me, do I love him?
my answer is : Yes!

but for now, i just confuse what happend beetwen us will give me happy ending?

Semua ini membuat gue terus kesel dan kesel, makanya i try to be cool, try to not much care. learn to ignoring, control feeling and dont think about him. (since he not think about me too)

is it my fault ? his fault? or our fault?
Just say that my fault

Ngong Ping 360

If Your are Here

I wish i can go there with him.
and I really wish I can with him to go anywhere.

I just realize my life is not complete without you in my side.

How I was Waiting His SMS

24 April 2009
ok not any SMS at the morning
3:22 PM : SMS to him
(no receive any replay from him)
5:17 PM : SMS to him again
6:15 PM : SMS to him once more time
(FINALLY, recieve his SMS. i Wait his SMS from morning but at least at 9:24 Pm i got a short SMS from him.
9:24 PM : ok He sms said he leave his HP.
(no more sms until..)

11:04 PM: Pia sms again
11:18 PM : Pia sms I Miss You
11:26 PM : XOXOXO
12:05 PM : Sms once more time, "Are you sleep?"

And now I just know that he was Watching TV that means too busy to reply my SMS. and after finish his movie, he is too tired to chat with me.

It's looks like I'm mean nothing to him.

Starbuck Hongkong

Lagi nugguin Si Jojo (temen baru yang di kenalin oleh Kelly) di Times Square.
So Nongkrong dulu di Starbuck.

Alone

I wish you were here with me
to make me happy and laugh
to forget my tough life
to help me forget the world around me
to have it be just you and me
i just you would see who i am and that i need you desperatelly to live
i just wish you were here with me

Be New but still Me

New Looks!
I love this template.

But lagi mikir cara gimana tuk ngisi memo pas d samping kiri itu
kan jelek di biarin kosong gitu aja ya?

trus coba kl di perhatikan ga ada tanggal postnya...
masih ada kekurangannya...

I hope can fix them soon

It's Me

Learn Music

Ga di sangka dan ngga nyangka sebenarnya.

Memang sih dari dulu udah suka banget sama piano.

cuma kan dulu lahir di kampung gitu, ga kayak anak2 sekarang

"Homia" banget

Dulu kagak ada deh namanya les2an atau kursus music.

Trus gue juga ga ada niat buat belajar piano sih dulunya

mikirnya ntar anak gue kudu bisa aja

trus ide pengen belajar dtg dari mana di waktu gue udah umur 26?

Nah, dari sepupu2 gue sebenarnya.

Waktu ada plan buat ngerayain pesta ulang tahun pernikahan emas kakek dan nenek gue, semua sepupu gue mo performance gitu.

busyet deh.. udah bisa bikin band deh

Rieswin = Gitar

Vivian  and Kevin = Piano

Ivan = Drum

trus masa gue vokalnya?

hahahaha

Mikirnya dulu pengen ngasih suprice aja buat nyenengin orang tua

gue coba belajar ngebut 1 lagu deh, Canon in D

lagu favorit gue, trus gue belajarnya kemana donk?

kan ga punya piano atau keyboard.

akhirnya gue nyusahin org lagi tuh ke rumah link ce (sepupu willy) buat belajar.

krn lumayan repot musti mondar balik dari cengkareng ke puri akhirnya cuma beberapa kali datang doank, dan jadi ga ada waktu.

dan ga lama abis itu dpt kabar, ga jadi pesta nya.

so yah udah loh, ga lanjutin lagi..

yang gue pelajari semua jadi hilang deh

sebenarnya yang g pelajadi ga lebih dari intro udah gitu salah2 lagi...

hahahahhaha

trus gue juga ga tau kenapa, willy jadi tertarik juga sama piano.

trus suport gue buat lanjutin jia you.

trus sempet bbrp kali ke rumah sepupu g di tangerang buat minta di ajarin ama vivian.

ampe gondokan juga jari gue susah banget buat nurut sama otaknya.

ga sinkron gitu

wakakaka

trus baru beberapa hari ini ke MKG

niatnya cuma mampir ke stand bukuunik.

trus ngeliat ada pameran alat2 music

dan setelah di lihat2, di pegang2, di pikir2

beberapa menit setelah itu berakhirlah dengan membawa pulang 1 piano listrik.

memang bukan yang terbagus, tapi udah jauh dari bagus  buat gue.

at least gue bisa latian, biarpun salah2 tp kan bisa nyoba terus siang dan malam

menyenangkan sekali

tapi yah semakin sempit lah apartemen nya

hehehehe..